Hello, Baby..
All I can think about is you. There’s no need to rehash why we’re no longer together; we both know the reasons. The truth is, I’m still deeply in love with you, and I don’t see that changing anytime soon. I know that as time goes on, my feelings might soften and the pain may lessen, but I can’t imagine my life without you. Your morning greetings and goodnight kisses have made this bearable, and I find myself eagerly awaiting your messages throughout the day.
I understand you found someone else for your Sugar Daddy, and he is wealthy, has his own money, and lives far away so that you wouldn’t have to have sex with him. Whether or not you pursue that option is not my business, but I hope no one ends up hurting you.
I’m at a loss about what to do next. I care for you deeply, possibly even more than I care for my own wife. There have been moments when I’ve seriously considered leaving her for you, and if circumstances had been different, I might have done so. I know you wouldn’t marry me, and if I had believed otherwise, I would be with you now. But instead, I’m here in my house, dreaming of what might have been.
I’ve thought about leaving my wife, but I fear being alone. You’ve never been to my house, and there’s a lot that would need to be divided if we were to part ways. My house is paid off, and selling it would mean both of us having to downsize. While I could manage a smaller home with you, it still wouldn’t be fair to my wife. This is how much I love you, and if you loved me too, things might be different, but unfortunately, they’re not.
I wonder if offering you enought money would change anything, would you go to bed with me again and on going.
My issue is we don’t have any plans to meet or any ongoing reasons for a connection at the moment. You have other sources of support, and you don’t need me. I’m working on accepting that and wanting you to be happy, even if it means without me. It’s hard for me to believe anyone could love you more than I do, but you are undeniably lovable.
I just wanted to tell more one more time I LOVE YOU…
Don